It's already cynical. You're just trying to make friends talk to each other, but you're just trying to get rid of your true feelings and keep everything you want to live. You may say it's okay if you have the same personality, but most people want someone because it's healing to be with bright and positive people. I don't want a cynical, negative, twisted state like you. And it gets colored. I'm with a friend of depression, and when I hear that, the person I'm trying to help gets depression. People want development, hope, vision and so on. And they admit that they've come to this world to live alone in the mountains, but they're all taking care of their own injuries, and they're taking care of their families and families.