I'm in my fifties, and I have a similar penchant for writing. I've had similar worries in my life except Sunny, but now I have a different tendency than others, and my life is rich because of you. One friend of 35 years, and two people who are similar to me in society, are more precious than friends of Ishing. I have a friend who can be sensitive like Sunny, but not meeting her is too energy consuming. Even though Sunghang is different, please try to impress someone who respects Sunny's tendency. You're loading nicely.